Its been long since i last blogged . Guess its time for me to pour out my feelings to this little humble blog of mine . It aint anithing great but it sure does a good work for me . It lets me lighten my burden in my heart . Life isn't going that great for me . Homework piling up .. Promos round the corner ... Haven started studying yet ... Better start soon mate -.- ... Argh !!!! I simply hate my life ... I feel that im always so nice to people that im too easily bullied ... Maybe some of you are right ... Im too nice a person that I only give and do not take back anything in return... Im afraid that if one fine day.. I don't treat people like how I treated them in the past .. I maybe branded as hypocritical ... Treating others nice for a motive ... I wonder whether anyone out there would share my joys and pain ? I seriously wonder who would ever give another thought about my life and feelings ... You say give it up .. I tried ... I seriously tried my very best ... But i can't ... I really just can't give her up ... Im too emotionally attached to her ... Ever small action of hers affects me very seriously ... I guess thats my weakness .... I wish you would understand how I feel... I truly dearly miss you very much ... I see you in school everyday but I somehow still feel a sense of longing when I return home ... Why do I feel this way ? Are you really that precious to me ? I guess so or I wouldn't be feeling this way ...
